Things you never said to me.

Things you never said to me.

Their are so many things that I know you felt all the time but you never showed it to me. I dont know the reason maybe it was one of your insecurity or you didn't know how to open up with those feelings because maybe that was new to you and you just didn't know how to react and when i used to say, Arent you gonna something? You replied i an just living this moment remembering it. I hope when you miss me you remember the day i proposed to you on one knee or when we celebrated your birthday. I hope you cherish those memories your whole life cause one of the things i wanted to give you was happy memories so you can just about the bad ones you had at that time i hope i succeeded in that hopefully! The thing is that the moments in which i was speaking from my heart and you were just listening to it i cherish them so much. I miss that moment so much when you fell asleep in my arms and after 5mins you opened you small little eyes and asked main so gayi thi kya ? I miss it so much that i can actually see it whenever when i want i just close my eyes and see it. I want to wrap my arms around you just like that one more time so that i can kiss your forehead when you fall asleep in my arms. You were and always will be my everything. If love means something its just you and you. Maybe in my next life but i really really want it to be with you. I don't have any regrets love, you meant everything to me. They say right tum jo kehdo toh chand taare tod launga main. Well thats not possible i am willing to try that for you and yes i am the same boy that used to talk to you everyday and said maybe i cannot get you the moon but i will write your name on the moon adjacent to my name.

I know you i really know you i have given up on getting back with you but these are the memories that i will cherish my whole life as the best time with best girl in my life. You are an angel. Wish you were mine for forever.

I love you
xx